I wanted to post something here mostly because I was feeling kinda bleh about writing and wanted somewhere to vent a bit, where better then a blog right?

I need to sit down and pick a day that will just be my “writing” day and work on things.

I’m glad I have time to work on my game and that it’s going well, but I really want to put out something new soon. Progress with Connection Terminated is once again at a stagnate as most all of my perspective agents have passed.

There’s always the option to self-publish, but if I’m being honest I know it will still feel like failure.

I’ve done so many thing things in my life, music, photography, writing, streaming. While I’ve reached goals and achievements in all of them that I’m proud of, I’ve never had anything truly “exceptional” and I feel like getting an agent, getting a book out, having that piece of “proof” ya know?

I know that it doesn’t necessarily equals success, and in fact many self published authors make a better living then published ones. I just for once want to feel like things aren’t just up in the air to chance. For once I’d be nice to have that little piece of validation.

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On the flip side, I’m also pushing myself to work on something I do plan on self publishing, a fantasy series I plan to release in a few parts as Amazon shorts. As a way to get some more content on the market as well as hopefully set up some passive income and at the end I’ll hopefully have something novel size I can release as a completed work.

If you’re reading this, just know that I appreciate your support and look forward to chatting again with you soon.

-JD